Tagged-ish

Watching football and doing not much else, so here ya go

I am: a considerably crazy worrier, in love, a mom.
I think: it's been a long enough summer
I know: I need to clean my house.
I want: to feel settled finally somehow, somewhere, in some house.
I dislike: warm lettuce (all the time) and ice cream (for a 9 month duration), and people who lie.
I miss: food in New Mexico, family, my friends I never see, wearing my old jeans.
I fear: that something will be terribly wrong with the newest little member of our family
I hear: football, and the air conditioner because it's STILL HOT.
I smell: things way too strongly right now
I crave: tomatoes and popcorn with queso (the best snack ever, honestly)
I cry: often and for trivial reasons
I search: for food in the pantry
I wonder: if I can ever follow through on anything
I regret: so many, many things it depresses me to even think about it
I love: sleeping next to the most comfortable person ever (I don't mean fat, stop thinking that you mean people)
I care: about making a home for us that we can be in and be settled
I always: freak out badly, need to pee
I worry: about...... well, everything really
I am not: a phone person, but I love to talk forever in person
I remember: what it feels like to be cool, nevermind no I don't
I believe: popcorn with queso and tomatoes were put on this earth especially for me
I dance: with Kyndal
I sing: not very loud in public but boy can I belt it out when I'm at home
I don't always: shave my armpits, sorry
I argue: with passion and fire, just not with very many people. Ok only one.
I write: to explain myself since I can't when I try and make words come out of my mouth
I win: at snowskiing with Ben, it's the only thing I can do better than him!
I lose: at all other things against Ben, his wedding ring (I have a terrible feeling it was my fault), one shoe and Kyndal's favorite (read-only one she will wear) bib
I wish: we could win something in the stupid Health & Wealth Raffle.
I listen: to music every day (yup, me too)
I don't understand: most of what comes out of my sisters' mouth when she's talking about school
I can usually be found: doing twenty things at one time (ha, yeah right not me!), procrastinating!
I am scared: of the cramps I continually have
I need: to get over my phone hatred
I forget: how it felt to fit into my old jeans, and just about everything else these days. So flaky right now.
I am happy: when I'm sleeping next to Ben, when Kyndal laughs, when the baby kicks

Copying Julia here, I tag anyone who hasn't done this and really wants to!